#8 Dear Steve
Dear Sis,
Steve was my best friend and losing him is the the most painful experience I have ever gone through in my life.
It has been my intention for some years to write a book as a series of letters to him of all the things I have wanted to talk to him about. All the things I want to ask. All the family experiences he’s missed. I think it will tell a story, a sort of memoir of our lives together, but also show people how to come through grief and live again.
From somewhere in the ether
Any time in space
Dear ))) Sis, (((
when will you forgive yourself?
What will it take for you to embody the fact that every human on earth makes mistakes?
What’s stopping you from really knowing on a full body level that humans come to earth to learn so many lessons? To have experiences? To feel all the feels?
I love you Sis.
I love you Sis.
I love you Sis.
I want you to really know how much you’re loved.
How much you’re loved no matter what happens. No matter what you’ve done or not done. No matter who you are.
And for you to love yourself the same way.
When will you give yourself a break and stop beating yourself up?
I know you do it less and I know it comes in phases.
You are you.
You are human.
You are perfect.
Nothing matters.
NOTHING…
At the end of the day, at the end of life, nothing matters.
So glad you are going dancing. I miss that more than anything. Although you might say I am constantly dancing here. Ha ha…
To dance, to dance, to dance, to life…
Dance through life…
Yes Luke is here.
We are all here.
All your/our ancestors watching to see how you get on. It’s very entertaining.
It intreagues us. All the ups and downs. That’s why many choose to come back, knowing it will be painful too but not understanding what that actually means.
Don’t worry we look after each other. Not that we need much. It’s not like being human.
We all love you.
With Love
Always
Your Brother
))) Stephen (((
XxXxX