Steve was my best friend and losing him is the the most painful experience I have ever gone through in my life.
It has been my intention for some years to write a book as a series of letters to him of all the things I have wanted to talk to him about. All the things I want to ask. All the family experiences he’s missed. I think it will tell a story, a sort of memoir of our lives together, but also show people how to come through grief and live again.
Somewhere in the ether
Any time in space
Dear Mother,
you know I’m no writer so I’ll keep it brief.
You’re right you have nothing to apologise for. I love you. I’ve always loved you and will always love you but I think you know that in your heart.
Whatever I might have become I already was in many ways. It’s hard to change who you are. You know that better than most.
I watch Jake sometimes. I saw him back then and tried to reach him. I hope I did. I see how he’s changed and how your relationship has blossomed.
Anyway enough of that soppy stuff.
Lots a love
Take care Mother
luke xX
❤